Just a little bit emo today.

SO, I have no idea why but I feel like updating my blog. And I know DANNY, msti ktk baca tok nak? HAHA dah agak dah. sorry tok mungkin post nok emo laluuuuuuuuuuuuu. hahahaha deh.

So, where should I start?
first of all, long distance suck. *raise eyebrow* *sigh* You know what I mean? Well obviously you don't. k. What I don't like about it is you know when I'm down, I need support, that is when I need him. I mean, I do have my best friends but I don't want to trouble them and be the attention seeker unlike someone. ok backspace. that's harsh. but true though. You know how it feels, when you need that person like seriously need him/her, he/she is far away like few miles away(ok, i might over exaggerate about this but hey, its the same thing). Hurts like hell and all you can do is CRY. But i don't cry, that would be really emo. If I was not in Malaysia, then I'd cry my heart out. Oh god mina. Why is thee words so emo? k. dah lah mina. bodo emo eh.
the point is, sometimes, when I feel down, he was always the one to cheer me up, especially at dp. during pasca? he was the one who made me smile to my ears and laugh like usual. so to not have him next to me is a challenge. though we're not that far away, but we don't have the time and the place to meet up you know. Busy with tuitions and stuffs. see what i mean? but we managed though. all we can do is otp. and you wanna know how that feels, yeah macam cakap biasa but you really feel like you want to meet him you know. macam nang eager nak jumpa because of rindu glk2. oh gosh. I never really had someone who i share everything with, I mean boy-best friends. like seriously EVERYTHING. about my love life and reality, he knows everything and he knows how i role. k that sounds weird. but nah. i don't care. kinek bok aku merasa because baruk kinek aku down, aku mala simpan pasaan until it eats me up. and so, this happens. missing him is what happens. arh stupid feelings. :( dahlah tdik bok nemu, rindu gk. heh bodo. All relationships have their ups and downs. bulak lah sikda nak? mun xda ups and downs, banyak secrets. :) aku xtauk senanya motif apa update blog but this is what i want to say, that i miss you so much.  ❤