I need a doctor.

Doctor what you say? Doktor hati HAHAHA EEW MUCH. I really need a doctor. I've got this massive headache like someone's been drilling my head, and the throbbing feeling the pain the spinning around, the stabbing feeling. -.- I don't want to worry to much, but now i have flu and i cough. I wanted to visit the doctor but.. I don't know what to say to my mum. My headache medicine is finish already. :)

A message to you who's not reading this. ;)

I will never be able to earn your forgiveness am I? ;) sikpa la, memang i deserve it kan? It's fine. It's just the guilt that's eating me up. I lost my best friend? And heck yeah it doesn't feel good at all. I don't want you to feel like I don't love you hypothetically. Because I have been in love with you all this time. Hahaha maybe that's the way life is. :) dhlh, I don't want anybody to worry about me, I'm not an attention seeker. Sorry k. Not interested.

This time, single till form 5 :) focus on school studies. School has been a roller coaster ride :o but instead of vomiting, i get sick. DEKAT2 NAK PMR TOK AKU SAKIT! Palak pening sik tentu, sora sengung. Such a disaster man. -.- We want to know ze truth. Crap. You haven't told us the truth, so it's true you've been lying to us since form 2. Actually we all knew, with the chicken pox drama about the model to the brothers and the sick cancer mother then ada mother lagi. I mean, we're not dumb hello? You don't get to fool people, keep your lies on track, tok sik, ketara tauk sik. I'm not encouraging you to lie, but seriously? once is enough dude. We don't go around asking 'YO! Your mother keja apa? keja petronas eh? come be friends with me, don't go around there, that's for the low standards.' We're not like that --' We don't care about standards, just as long as we accept your attitude and we can joke around without making your feelings hurt. That's the friend we've been looking for. sik la kita bguro lebeh2 nya alu sik heart, orang tego pn we accept bh. tk sik, kdk kita tk jaik gilak ngekot standard -.- scuse me, we're nothing like that.

PMR is in 38 Days :) grr berjuang habis-habisan! man, I got 5A's for trial 2. and the B's? 78 78 -.- this is so not cool mennn.

p/s : You make me happy :) xx I think you know who you are :)