My life is kinda a mess right now. Holidays are for studying. Yeah STUDYING. I end up watching Desperate Housewives and YEAH the whole season 7 and season 8 part 1! and hell yeah, I thought I would be studying during the holidays, but, yeah me and my lazy ass. I can't find a way to get off my lazy ass and study. I mean, Salute those whose always studying and don't have a problem with studying like me. Well, certainly I want to succeed like others, but yeah, this ain't gonna get me no where if i'm lazy. TIPS PLEASE?! I can't seem to get anything in my head, when people think of holidays, I'd be thinking about yknow the type of holiday, the relaxing and taking studies away. but yeah, I can't possibly do that at the mean time. I have to try to reconnect. yes, reconnect. hmm. KHB? yes i do need tuition. KHB is the most boring subject ever! I do understand the first two or three topics that the teachers teach, but yeah, good luck teaching me, cause I'm hell of a student :p hahaha :p jkjk. I just don't seem to like KHB. I don't have any interest or whatsoever. All i'm interested in KHB is the BAB teras, ELEKTRIK. I mean, I like gamba rajah, cause that's the only thing that I'm fast at memorizing. I have a heck of a mind, I know. But yeah, i do forget it as fast as I memorize it. Well the point is, I don't have any interest in studying nowadays. I open my sej book,  and all i can say in my mind was, UGH MALAS, BESOK LAH. I mean, I was so determined. Now? I don't know if i can work that hard for that 8A's. Hmm, I guess i just need pressure. And that's why mum finally got a tutor. and yeah, heck of a tutor, pressure. GEO, MATHS, KHB,BM? ohhh god. BANYAKK DER! and she's coming to the house. grrrrr :3 mum said she's be harsh. -.- It's like I don't have enough pressure in school. hmm yeah -.- believe it or not, mum haven't contacted her yet. SO, i think i'm gonna try to ace the upcoming exam.