I gotta snap out of it. PMR is 3 months away, I've cut all the holidays that we're gonna have. So heck yeah, big reason to worry. Cover all form 1 form 2 pun belom :/ only mathematics, bm, bi only :( the rest? huarghhhhhhhhhhhh! It's hard when everything I do, I sometimes think about that idiot boy who doesn't even know I thought of him. ahh who cares? Dah dah, sik maok main soal hati dan perasan. Serious! PMR! After Pmr, then I can think about this longer. :') There's nothing anyone can do to ease this feeling. Nothing. I repeat NOTHING. I'm all on my own. Sure the hell yeah it's sad but yeah, i'm strong :p hahaha It sometimes got me thinking whenever he upsets me, It's something that that idiot can't do to me. I felt terrible cause that thought came to my mind. I'm a very terrible person. I felt so guilty. I shouldn't even dreamt about that idiot. I don't want to tell anyone. Not anyone about this. I don't want people to think that I'm kenja or whatever la. He has this small piece of me that he took with him. Cewah. hahahahaha lol -.-