The pain

I went home early on tuesday. Reason: I've got migraine! -..- The painnnn :'(
During assembly, I closed my eyes and started to think about stuff. Whether I should go to the doctor or not? But yeah, my boyfriend is kinda worried. I don't want people worrying about me, if not, i might panic. Then, migraine ahh! The day before till last saturday was the day I started having this type of headaches. I mean, I can't even stand up. I can stand up but I'd loose my balance :/ adohmak! so I went home that day, I was so weak, my face was pale, i was shaking like crazy. Then, i slept at home. I felt better but I was still having the usual headache -,- So the next day, we went to the clinic. The doctor checked my blood pressure or something, then checked my eyes. Then, told me my eyes were fine, but yeah, you can never be too careful. and she said, i should monitor my eyes and head :')

Skin Care 101 :p

Okay, I've been trying to try and use oatmeal as my facial wash, you know as my cleanser, but I never really did it. Cause I told myself, If other cleanser don't work on my face, I'm going to use oatmeal :p At least it's cheap and natural, no acid and whatsoever in the chemical cleanser. Well, for me, I've tried Fair and Lovely(makes my face have pimple, but yeah my skin gets fairer), safi(nothing pn?), Loreal(this one, It's good, but when I read the ingredient label, woahh, chemical! So, I decided to ditch it, cause my face has 2 of this what do you call it, the one that looks like the moon -,- hey, not good in bm k), Nano(too expensive, plus, I can't really find it anywhere in a regular store, I mean, grocery shop. But it's good, eventhough bnyk chemical). So now, I'm currently using oatmeal ;p and yeah it's quite good. I'm using oatmeal, Natural's Toner and cream :D and yeah, When I touch my skin, It's very smooth :p hahahaha omgeee mtk puji~ hahahaha jkjk

Moral of the story: Don't use too much chemical on your face. Kelak your face can be peeled off :p hahaha jkjk but seriously don't. It's not good for your skin. Must use skin care everyday.
1st-Cleanse Your Face
2nd-Apply Toner.
3rd-Moisturize
4th-Sunblock or powder.
Other than that, You should use mask, every week, but not every day. Just use according to what the label says. If you have a cold cream, You might wanna buy it if you're going somewhere hot. When you're in school, you might wanna bring tissue or handkerchief cause your face will become oily. But not all skin la, kalau you think your skin is just fine, then, no need to bring la. hahaha, yeah that's all ;D I know, my skin is not the skin yang licin abis like haluss~ but at least I take care of my skin ey? :) Till then, much lovessss xx

Injection? You know, It was a nerve wrecking situation. yattey? She feels like running away from the injection :p hahaha and yeah, I did too, I was scared smpai nak terkemeh dlm seluar! HAHAHA! I don't like injection but I like it when it's over. It just makes me scared looking at those nervous faces facing the nurse with the needle? hmm sucks. So, then, When It was my turn, We had to go test our eyes. I was holding the thing the one that the person asks to hold, So i did, and I was shaking! Like literally shaking, then I laughed, like tiba2 laughed. hahahaha When I'm nervous, I tend to LOL suddenly you know? hahaha then, when we lined up to check our heart beats, My heart is beating like a drum BOOM BE DOOM BOOM BOOM BE DOOM BOOM BAZE GOT THAT SUPERBASS! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Then my turn! and I think the doctor knew that I was nervous. Who am I kidding, He was the one who's checking my heart beat, of couse he knows, Pssh, silly me. hahaha Then, the injection? -,- The nurse was scaring the metaphorical cat out of me. And yeah, When she puts the needle in my skin, I thought it's done, I wanted to walk away, but she was so TIMING! -,- She's like a grandmaa~ She puts the needle in my skin, then she slowly pressed the syringe -,- then she took out the needle -,- ain't that timing? -.- then it hurts like what -,- I can't tie my shoe laces, and the place where she injected? Bleeding -,- More than I expected. I got scared. Well I have a thing for blood. HAHAHA I never really liked looking at blood. It scares me. I get dizzy and ee ee ee -,- eew hahaha! Then, yesterday, I walked and talked with my best friend otw to the bengkel. We talked about tuition and whatsoever, past and more. hahaha we're weird :p hahaha! then when mk pulg, jln ngn geng nya juak. But i knew he wanted to tease me, so I hit him, on the left hand! I FORGOT! then he told me,'aku baruk jak injection kau pukol aku.' omgee I'm so sorry. hahaha my bad. My habit of hitting people especially my anis :D hahahaha it's just fun. hahaha 

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DAMMIT! hmm! I can't find my tudung! I always use tudung bawal. I never did use tudung yang main masok or hana tajima or whatsoever! -,- Not that I don't like it, But for me, Tudung bawal is very simple and I'm a simple girl, so it fits :) But today? arghhh! I can't find it, not here not there not anywhere! lol so so so skiiima~ hahaha it's skema but I like to pronounce it as skimaa~ hahaha ;p well, My own ways! don't like it? don't care. hahaha :p I know I'm lame for not using tudung ikut trend skrg or whatever, but who cares? Hati mok pakai tudung, pakai lah, asal pakai. kalau pakai tudung sbb nak ikut trend or ikut muka nak sma cantik mcm hana tajima, tak guna bah! It's not worth it. people use tudung for Allah. Tutupkn our rmbt :) true? yeah, this is my opinion. But if you got offended, sekati dikpun la. hahahaha I don't care, cause I wasn't offending anybody. but anyway, niat mok tutup aurat jak bah. SO, I know I'm going to go grocery shopping after Zohor, I have time searching for the tudung, but yeah, Malas. hahaha! malas nak tanya sesat jalan~ ehh pepatah sendiri? hahaha :p pandai2 je aku ni~ hahahaha So, i guess just this one time using tudung main msok, tak sakit kn? hahaha asal tutup aurat :) But weird and buuuuulat my muka :p hahaha kalau jmpa, jgn lupa tegur! Assalamualaikum, kalau nak sayang jawab! kalau nak dosa, jangan jwb :p Bye

Blogging and studying?

Okay recently I have been spending a lot of time blogging then studying -,- This bothers me. But on the bright sight, I improved a lot in my essays. Our english teacher, Mdm Maria, She told us to do an essay about the ways to attract more students to the library for the Pusat Sumber Week. And yeah, I had no ideas. I'm very clueless. But in exams, I can do pretty well and all the ideas just comes to me, one by one! and it feels great. Just like when it's a very cold day, and you need to cool your body, so you went in the shower with hot water ohh damn~ feels great hahaha :p but back to the main point. When I was clueless, I actually thought of a lot of things, You know I was actually day dreaming and cun time ya we had a fight, but I didn't do anything, I just sat there and thought a lot about him and then I thought about the essay I was supposed to finish. Then, unexpectedly, I though about blogging! BLOGGING! Like seriously BLOGGING! I was missing my blog so much, I need to post something! Then I wrote down the introduction of my essay. At the same time, I thought about my blog, then, I wrote down all the ideas that I suddenly have. Writing my essay, I thought about writing in my blog. I was smiling like a crazy person when all the ideas just came in my mind! :D Then I finally passed my essay :)

The beauty is in the eyes of the beholder

I don't like people yang pakai contact lens -,- seriously? perlu kh? I mean, Malaysian takde blue purple green or whatever colour eyes -,- I mean, Teenagers are too young to use it. Kalau adult or young adult, kita tgk pun, tak ingga. tol tak? It's normal kalau tengok kat young adult. But teenagers yang mseh skolah? hehe sorry to say, look like whaaa~ hehe :p Kalau terasa, sorry. I'm only expressing what I feel. Just like this blogger said, 'Blog to express not to impress.' Kalau tak suka, kindly press the button X kat tepi tu :p or just press ALT and F14 (:
K back to the story, this blogger also said, kalau pakai contacts pun, just use transparent, tak payah nak tukar2 the colour of your pupil. and then, the second point is, it doesn't suit your skin. Kalau your skin ya tan or dark? jangan lah pakai contacts yang bercolour -,- proud to be asian and malaysian. Some beli yang utk besarkn mata. Like seriously? Mata sepet is hot bah. Like my boyfriend *ehem ehem* hehe perasan sangatttt~ I know big eyes tu is pretty and whatsoever -,- but actually, natural beauty is better. As the saying says, 'The beauty is on the eyes of the beholder.'

I knew I loved you before I met you.

Awww :') I love this picture :') AzminAnis15LMSA ;)
1-Lufti
2-Mia
3-Saif
4-Arissaa
(: Kalau tere, guess sapa punya nama tu :p hehehehehe <3
Sikmok gaduh gk k bie? I know kmk mala sik tahan and bie mala sabar dgn kmk :') Thank you honey sbb mala sabar and understand me :') I know you cried in class today, I'm sorry :'( I know you don't want me to hug a boy or whatever but tomorrow is our special 15 :') So I can't help it taduak sik melayan aritok ;') So I text you and thanks to the kakak yang berik buku syamin, I can finally have a reason to text you :') and when I texted you, I just hope that you didn't put silent or anything. I just don't want taduak rasa akward tomorrow :( After this, I hope there will be no more fights :') I'm willing to do anything for you, When pulg tadik, Kmk sanggup mk pgi kelas ktk, but kmk sik maok ganggu ktk dlm kelas, maybe ada luar sidang or anything. that's why kmk trus tnyk kak qursiah ne ktk. And dgn hampanya nya pdh sik tauk, and kmk dah give up on looking for you, so, kmk dok rilek and trus pulg lekak ya :') I miss you badly ;'( That;s why I wanna text you :( I don't want to hukum you! You know how it feels like when I sik layan abg? :( Hmm yesss suckksss a lot :'( I know you bring this to school..

This is from my childhood. I'm willing to give it to you :') and my 'Anis' is also from your childhood right? ;') My heart already belongs to you on 1997 :') I knew I loved you before I met you :')

Maruah Diri Perempuan.

Perempuan.
Yeah girls. G to the I to the R to the L to the S :D Yes, girls. I'm a girl. yeah. But, mana letak nilai perempuan zaman sekarang ekk? Nak jual diri tepi pasar, omgeee stop la. I hate looking at sick girls like that. Jangan nak beri malu perempuan boleh tak? I mean, all the prostitute websites and so on, Just DISGUSTS me. I mean, Tak takut ke kalau hidap penyakit aids? or berjangkit mcm2 penyakit dri laki? Yala, prostitute tek nak? Maruah dah tercemar. Yala, kalau dah tercemar, sebarang je boleh show tu show ni kan? mcm perempuan murahan kan? eh mmg pun perempuan murahan. Perempuan mcm ni kan, yang dah desperate mls nak belajar or mmg desperate nak dpt duit. Takda kerja yang halal ke? At least dapat pahala drpd jd perempuan murahan dapat gaji lumayan tpi kerja haram. percuma je dapat dosa tau. It's wrong. I mean tak bermaksud slut will always be slut. If Allah beri Hidayah, I'm sure they will change and bertaubat ke jalan Allah, to the right path of life :) So, kita ni kan, sbg perempuan or masyarakat kn, patut doa untuk perempuan mcm ni to bertaubat la secepat mungkin :) Nilai diri seorang perempuan adalah lebih mahal drpd 2k ke 3k ke. More expensive. Remember that you will marry someone like you. If you're suci, org yang dikahwini mestilah suci gak. Fikir logic la ho? but yeah, maruah diri seorg perempuan lebih drpd harga berlian yang paling mahal di dunia. Their maruah is only for their husband and mahram.