A best friend, a crush, a brother since form 2

Dude, I'm sorry if you got hurt or anything, I just want you to know, I anggap taduak tk brothers and sisters now. I know kmk melebih layan ktk, and I know I might have raised your hopes high, I'm really sorry, I can't help myself, best layan ktk, you know you're the sweetest thing anyone can ever have, hypothetically, i have my days with you, though you're mean, but you still remain sweet :)  memang Betul kmk tercarik2 ktk after taduak Sik melayan, but now I just feel guilty. I'm really sorry :') Kmk bukan mk main prasaan ktk, i know how that feels, mun ktk pike kmk main pasaan ktk, ktk slh, ktk pun tauk kmk knk main prasaan oleh ex nak? Ktk eboh riso k? You'll find that girl someday, *pump your elbow* but till then, though we're not speaking to each other, I'm always by your side dude, ala anggap je adik engkau yang kau tak pernah ada :p dolok memang crush, but kejap jak, don't know, you were so shy msa form 2. Hahahaha tipu la mun kmk padah kmk sik pernah suka ktk or terjatuh hati, dgn cara ktk layan kmk, hahaha. thanks :) yala you humble boy, layan la pmpuan nk ktk suka dgn baik, cnfirm dpt ;) Dush, till then bro, 'cow lok.' hahaha selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin :)