Alhamdulillah :) ♥

Sometimes I feel like this year was the worst among the all of the wonderful years I've been through. This year really broke my spirit :( I feel much rage of anger and despair :') I do feel love too, but Love is wonderful :') I can't really control my rage of anger or despair :'( I hope I don't change too much :( I really should just accept what's coming for me :') For Instance, Criticism, Embarrassment etc. What happened to me? Have I changed? I used to be the happy-go-lucky girl! I used to feel good about myself! I used to feel like nothing can break my spirit down! I used to be secure! I used to be immature! well, i'm actually still immature :p This will somehow change anyway :p so pfft, i don't really care :p Who am I now? Have I changed Completely? :'( *sigh* I hope not :/ I know Allah is always there for me EVERY STEP OF THE WAY TO A BEAUTIFUL AND CALM LIFE ;') ♥ I know I may not be perfect, or the ALIM type of girl, But I try to be a better Muslim :') I'll try to be a MUKMIN ;') ♥ I know I can :') I won't crumble down just because of a problem! I'll try to solve it! I know Allah won't give me tasks that I won't be able to do :') I won't be facing those tasks alone :') I have my wonderful family, my caring friends, my love :') ♥ They support me for everything I do :') They will lead me to a better life ;') This is all thanks to Allah ;') Thank You Allah :') All praises to Allah :') ♥ Thank you for my family, my friends and my love :') ♥ This helps me to be strong and awakened my spirit :') I need you in my life, Allah :') ♥

Alhamdulillah, Thank You, Allah ♥